?

Log in

Previous Entry | Next Entry

How did I get here? Save me from this.

Struggling in the baking program; I now see that I clearly got more than I bargained for. I have the feeling Chef Raina is at her wits' end with me and is ready to bash me in the face with a baguette, over and over again until I make it right.

I'm also struggling with my weight, according to the scale at my doctor's office, I now weigh 252. Terrible weight for running. I know I'm stressed out because of class and things at home, but it's no excuse. I also fear I'm bringing back Fat Bob, and I'm also dreading having to bring Bony Bob back to keep Fat Bob at bay.

It's a good thing God understands me, because I sure as hell don't.

Comments

( 1 comment — Leave a comment )
freaky_rara
Jan. 27th, 2012 06:51 pm (UTC)
Bob, keep the faith and hang in there. It sounds like you are going through a lot right now. And that you are overwhelmed a bit. Kick back, take a deep breath, converse with God, talk to the universe. But get back to a positive state. You know you can lose the weight, you've conquered way more lbs. At school, once you figure out what is going wrong, you'll be ok. I'm sure of it. And know that you are not alone.
( 1 comment — Leave a comment )